really random posts about food, eating well and healthy, my life, chocolates and dramas!

104: I want to believe…

I want to put my trust in my doctor.

I want to put my trust in the medications he has given me.

I want to put my trust in the medications, the drugs, the hope of the sickly, the reason why I’m studying so hard for.

I want to believe that it will be all fine and good after the 10-12 weeks of agony.

I want to believe that everything can be restored back to its original glory.

I want to believe that I was not chosen to have this pain and agony upon me.

I want to believe that I am not the unlucky few.

I want to believe that God is fair and everything will be fine.

Please, make me believe.

Please, be with me.

Don’t leave me, all alone.

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